Ohmygod.
I’m so glad I ended it with that guy; he’d have killed me, literally. My dad would have to go to jail for killing him for killing me…dating and then breaking up with that guy would’ve been suicide. We’re friends now, luckily. So no bad feelings exist between us except maybe my fear of him. Ohmygod Ohmygod. The last two and a half hours I spent was talking to this guy and convincing him not to cry/hate me/be angry/get over me. He finally agreed to being good friends, and going with the flow without “exclusively” pursuing me. I feel a little safer. But not safe enough…if I disappear sometime in the next month, I hope someone sees this blog and takes this information into account. :/
